UNTITLED

Wanting you to call
Wanting to talk
With you about
The kiss
What it meant
To you
I know what it meant
To me

Cold hands grip me
They hold tightly
Telling me no
I try but I can’t break
Free
Free, I want to be
But I can’t shake
Fear
Fear tells me No!
Do not enter
Do not go

My eternal enemy and friend
So long have I known you
So long have I felt
Your hands around my neck
In my quest for truth
I see you and I halt
Content to dwell
In uncertainty
What if what if WHAT IF!

I am tired of what if
I want to know
Why? What? How? Show
Your feelings to me
If you have any
Or if you have none
But my friend
Dear eternal friend
Is not yet gone.