2010

no posts in 2010 - eh
but here's one to make up for it.

i used to be so many things
i was afraid and angry this year
i yelled at wind
i cried the tears of a broken person
i thought God had forgotten me
i thought everyone had forgotten me
i became someone i pitied - a grasping, whining complainer

in 2011, i plan to be joyful, to be the person i think i can be
i won't be afraid to try though i may fail
i plan not to be anyone's martyr
but most of all, i plan to be joyful